In this dream I was a young man of college age. Immediately I knew the context of the prayer. I had sex with a woman who got an abortion. Today, we usually focus on the women who have an abortion. But, in this dream God's spotlight was on the man.
I felt the weight of sin as I realized that I'd participated in a murder. Words fail to capture the heavy guilt I felt as I remembered Revelation 21:6-8:
And He said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts. He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God and he shall be My son. But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.”
In the dream, I fully realized the gravity of my sin and the hopelessness of my situation. I was a co-conspirator in a murder. I was guilty. I had not only participated in sex outside of marriage but I had also chosen to believe and propagate the lies such as: